I don’t believe that we’ve met
I have a little more feeling and some things I can’t forget
I’d rather not say it

How hard is an honest exchange
Try not to feel, believe me, I try
It’s almost time and all I’ve done is wallow in self-pity
And all the thoughts they fly
I wanna be just like you, but I just can’t deny

All of the times that we’ve spent
All the wasted hours, I know what you meant
I really tried, I thought I tried

How hard is an honest exchange
Try not to feel, believe me, I try
It’s almost time and all I’ve done is wallow in self-pity
And all the thoughts they fly
I wanna be just like you, but I just can’t deny

This isn’t real; I know it’s real
This isn’t the end; I know it’s the end
I have to take these thoughts with the nails
And press into them, impression through them
Everything equal; this is the sequel
Push into me more and then the recoil
I’m done with all this back and forth
The push and shove, I’m overboard
But I can see his face and more
I walk into the open door

How hard is an honest exchange
Try not to feel, believe me, I try
It’s almost time and all I’ve done is wallow in self-pity
And all the thoughts they fly
I wanna be just like you, but I just can’t deny